Diva
11-15-02, 08:31PM
There are moments in my life where I could soar like a bird, if only I had wings. My heart floats, FLOATS in my body. Fluttering around with a life of it's own, my heart reminds me of the love I am in. My eyes shine, my face glows... I'm a walking radiation victim. I feel so alive.
Then there are moments, such as these, when life reminds me that it's not a cake walk, not something easy, not to be taken for granted. I smile to get by. Smile to comfort others. Always comforting others. And when I am sure they are okay. When I know they'll be all right. My smile disappears and I sit in my emptiness.
My heart is so heavy. It aches. I feel it leaning against my chest, as if wanting to get out. It's barren. The phone rings. Someone needs me, and I head to the call. And after I say goodnight. After I wish them sweet dreams and hang up the phone... I curl up and cry. And then I die.
Then there are moments, such as these, when life reminds me that it's not a cake walk, not something easy, not to be taken for granted. I smile to get by. Smile to comfort others. Always comforting others. And when I am sure they are okay. When I know they'll be all right. My smile disappears and I sit in my emptiness.
My heart is so heavy. It aches. I feel it leaning against my chest, as if wanting to get out. It's barren. The phone rings. Someone needs me, and I head to the call. And after I say goodnight. After I wish them sweet dreams and hang up the phone... I curl up and cry. And then I die.