Diva
04-08-02, 07:52PM
I lost a friend a little over a year ago. Rather, he killed himself. And it was VERY public. He was a brilliant doctor with a loving family and friends who loved, admired and adored him. I understand his reasons, which I won't get into. But I will always have an anger that he wasn't stronger and fought for his life instead of giving in. But I will always love him:
Lar-Dog - 2000
I sipped some coffee and thought of you. I realized you’ll never be able to simply enjoy a fresh cup of coffee again.
I walked in the rain today. The air was crisp and clean. Then I thought of you. Suddenly taking a deep breath meant so much more.
The warmth of my jacket, the breeze against my face, these too were lost forever to you.
Touching the cool wet grass I knew you’d never feel. Letting the rain fall on my face, mixing with my tears. Nothingness. Gone.
A little girl giggles as she walks past me. I keep my head up. Not wanting to bring her into my sadness. Your kids... Larry, was the pain THAT bad? Never. Nothing. Senseless. Soundless. Gone forever.
I’ll miss you. I love you.
Lar-Dog - 2000
I sipped some coffee and thought of you. I realized you’ll never be able to simply enjoy a fresh cup of coffee again.
I walked in the rain today. The air was crisp and clean. Then I thought of you. Suddenly taking a deep breath meant so much more.
The warmth of my jacket, the breeze against my face, these too were lost forever to you.
Touching the cool wet grass I knew you’d never feel. Letting the rain fall on my face, mixing with my tears. Nothingness. Gone.
A little girl giggles as she walks past me. I keep my head up. Not wanting to bring her into my sadness. Your kids... Larry, was the pain THAT bad? Never. Nothing. Senseless. Soundless. Gone forever.
I’ll miss you. I love you.