Diva
04-04-02, 12:34PM
June 2nd, 2001
I don't know why, really. I'm sure a little of it is that I have to go back to work on Monday. Another part is the web site's layout isn't done. We're not talking cancer here. Being a chick doesn't help. Once you get your mind frame set, you can almost hear the train wreck ahead. It goes from analyzing the reasons you may be down, to being frustrated that there's no real reason for it. Which of course makes you even more down. You know, I don't even like apples, why do I have be punished because of what some other chick did? Guys, you've got it so easy. I'm not talking cakewalk here. But dealing with monthly emotional trauma on top of some funky 'I'm depressed because I don't why I'm feeling blue' crap is for the birds. It's nice to be able to bitch without being a bitch though. I hate being around people when I feel this way. I'd rather just be alone. No sense in dragging someone else down with me. Yeah, that part of the chick gene is recessive. I'm more on the guys team when it comes to shit like this. Which makes it worse. Shit. See? What did I tell you, the pity pot has arrived. I want my porn up. I want my site fixed. I want to find some job where I can work from home. I want a man with an eleven inch cock. What the heck... Why not fulfill the pipe dream. I read some article about how the average dick was 5 1/2 to 6 inches. But that it's okay because only three inches is needed. Spoken like a true 3.2 incher. Can't you just see all of these Penile challenged guys nodding their heads simultaneously like that's going to improve their 'Q'. Then the guy uses the antennae of his cell phone to demonstrate what three inches looks like. I'll tell you what it looks like... It looks like something's missing. Three inches my left tit. Now I can't use my cell phone without visualizing tiny dicks. I've had my share of guys who were gifted in that department... I sure as hell found a way to fit in the rest of their dick. I'm just waiting for the survey on little tits to come out. How men only need an 'A' cup to ogle at. The larger breasts are a waste. Yeah, that's why three out of the five guys I meet fail the "Quick, what color are my eyes test."
Man... I'm Going To Try And Update A Little Later.
I need to shake this mood. It's 7:30 A.M. and I haven't been to bed. I have to get back on track for Monday. So, I'm going to catch a couple of hours of sleep and see if that will do it. It's been quite with my guys lately. Keep those emails coming! I love to hear them. Oh. Before I go... I stopped by the Snuffx Forum to see the topics. One person (sorry I didn't write who, put out this link). It's friggin hysterical. Type in any web site address. Like mine, for instance. Also do Yahoo. That almost brought me out of the doldrums. Funny how talking dirty always lifts your spirits. Among other things. Sigh.
I don't know why, really. I'm sure a little of it is that I have to go back to work on Monday. Another part is the web site's layout isn't done. We're not talking cancer here. Being a chick doesn't help. Once you get your mind frame set, you can almost hear the train wreck ahead. It goes from analyzing the reasons you may be down, to being frustrated that there's no real reason for it. Which of course makes you even more down. You know, I don't even like apples, why do I have be punished because of what some other chick did? Guys, you've got it so easy. I'm not talking cakewalk here. But dealing with monthly emotional trauma on top of some funky 'I'm depressed because I don't why I'm feeling blue' crap is for the birds. It's nice to be able to bitch without being a bitch though. I hate being around people when I feel this way. I'd rather just be alone. No sense in dragging someone else down with me. Yeah, that part of the chick gene is recessive. I'm more on the guys team when it comes to shit like this. Which makes it worse. Shit. See? What did I tell you, the pity pot has arrived. I want my porn up. I want my site fixed. I want to find some job where I can work from home. I want a man with an eleven inch cock. What the heck... Why not fulfill the pipe dream. I read some article about how the average dick was 5 1/2 to 6 inches. But that it's okay because only three inches is needed. Spoken like a true 3.2 incher. Can't you just see all of these Penile challenged guys nodding their heads simultaneously like that's going to improve their 'Q'. Then the guy uses the antennae of his cell phone to demonstrate what three inches looks like. I'll tell you what it looks like... It looks like something's missing. Three inches my left tit. Now I can't use my cell phone without visualizing tiny dicks. I've had my share of guys who were gifted in that department... I sure as hell found a way to fit in the rest of their dick. I'm just waiting for the survey on little tits to come out. How men only need an 'A' cup to ogle at. The larger breasts are a waste. Yeah, that's why three out of the five guys I meet fail the "Quick, what color are my eyes test."
Man... I'm Going To Try And Update A Little Later.
I need to shake this mood. It's 7:30 A.M. and I haven't been to bed. I have to get back on track for Monday. So, I'm going to catch a couple of hours of sleep and see if that will do it. It's been quite with my guys lately. Keep those emails coming! I love to hear them. Oh. Before I go... I stopped by the Snuffx Forum to see the topics. One person (sorry I didn't write who, put out this link). It's friggin hysterical. Type in any web site address. Like mine, for instance. Also do Yahoo. That almost brought me out of the doldrums. Funny how talking dirty always lifts your spirits. Among other things. Sigh.